Heavenly Father, I ask you to help me, i feel as i have drawn away from your presence and the devil has taken advantage of it. Convinceing me slowy to walk farther away from you. Making me do things just so i can find relief.

I won’t lie it was nice at first, felt so good not to feel any hurt. But i feel as time passed by it got worse and feeling stuck inside a prison, maybe if i would have opened up sooner, a few around me i knew and loved. I wouldn’t be this way. I burned any bridge and shrugged it of.

Forgive me Father for my sins. I never should have let him in. Please, im begging on my knees, crying out to you i just want to be happy please. Ill do anything to take the pain away. Promise me eventually ill get there some day.

In the Holy Spirit i ask you. Thank you